Tuesday, November 22, 2005 @3:38 PM
i started m first exam today. Art. I woke up early. Well, in my terms early is 9 ish. i waited for time to past as i read my econs notes for my exams tomorrow. Half the time i was'nt paying attention instead, i was day dreaming. Dreaming about what to do, what would happen after exams. The coming holiday is going to be very different from the past three years. Mandy is coming to singapore, Sammie is getting married, buying accessories for the yr12 ball, christmas, new year, studying, and looking forward to yr12. Well.. eciting isn't it? I think i dream too much. Its kinda taking over my life, all i do is dream. Studying is such a pain in the butt.. I arrived in school at 12.15 and we waited in the quad till half past and everyone made their way up to the bag room. everyone was discussing cubism and all the cubist artists. I did'nt start studying til last night. Screw this exams. Most of us finished the paper in an hour and a half.. so that left us and me, to day dream yet again. I'm in the school library waiting for mom.. and all the lil kids are studying when i should be the one looking at the books instead of slacking all the time.
i realised that i have been quite distant with my walk wih God. I have almost forgotten who God is. Its really daunting looking at how close my friends are to God and how strong they have become in God's word. Joanne is one of them. I look up to her because she has grown to love God so much and to follow his word since she left for melbourne. i'll allow God to come into my life again and also to open myself up and thus, able to hear him speak to me.
