Saturday, June 11, 2005 @8:26 PM
sometimes things doesnt seem to go the way it should be. i just cant achieve the things i want. I can't do things well. i hit myself. question myself. cry to myself. keep saying i'm stupid.. i talk to God, asking him why things turn out this way but there are no answers. Am i supposed to find out myself? although things dont seem to come together, i know i shouldnt be too hard on myself. life is precious and God has given me a purpose in it. and i'll keep trying to fulfill it.
jan, jet, A mich left today and uncle steve left yesterday. yeah.. its been a tiring week.. too many things to handle. Having dance every morning is tiring.. esp having guests over at our place at the same time...and school work is slowly starting to pile up again. i got dance tmr as well.. sighh. but its sunday! and i get to go to church!! ;)