Sunday, July 30, 2006 @6:32 PM
Live for today, Hope for tomorrow.
Friday, July 28, 2006 @10:28 PM
past 3 days have been fun.. and.. tiring..
Wednesday- went for dinner with liz, shane & justin at sweetlips;fish&chips, dessert at gelato, and they came over to my crib to chill..
Thursday- movie with the same gang
Fri- liz is over eating all the food she can find and see in my house. hahaha!
signing off..
Tuesday, July 25, 2006 @10:29 PM
first day back. I got my accounting test back and it was a good start for the term. 84%. good stuff.. and the econs test i thought i would barely pass, i got 78% =). I hated my artwork that I did, so i scrapped the old one and redid another one and I like it better.
i must say.. those Ms Universe contestants.. are hott and pretty =) I shall go back and watch the top 10 now. heh.
tata.
Saturday, July 22, 2006 @6:34 PM
horribly bored. Liz and I always talk about this, so i thought I'll write it up.
top 10 requirements for the
perfect boyfriend. [girltalk] - back to the 13 yr old days
1) Christian boy *tops*
2) Plays an intrument
3) Cooks and cleans
4) financially stable
5) doesn't mind if i'm a fatty booms
6) family guy
7) loves dogs
8) good sense of fashion
9) caring/considerate.. all that - same thing.
10)scenic person
special request* - my dearest bf doesnt have enuff ticks.. so.. i'll add one more to the list..
11) must have cute dimples =)
Finding a guy that ticks all the boxes is sorta hard. But if he could get 5/10, that would be sweeeet. lol.. bored child i am.
I'm off now. tata =)
@1:05 PM
Love this songg! hehe =) definitely my wedding song. lol.
You're my peace of mind in this crazy world.
You're everything I've tried to find, your love is a pearl.
You're my Mona Lisa, you're my rainbow skies,
and my only paryer is that you realize
you'll always be beautiful in my eyes.
The world will turn, and the seasons will change,
and all the lesson we will learn will be beautiful and strange.
We'll have our fill of tears, our share of sighs.
My only prayer is that you realize
you'll always be beautiful in my eyes.
You will always be beautiful in my eyes.
And the passing years will show
that you will always grow ever more beautiful in my eyes.
When there are lines upon my face from a lifetime of smiles,
when the time comes to embrace for one long last while,
we can laugh about how time really flies.
We won't say goodbye 'cause true love never dies.
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes.
You will always be beautiful in my eyes.
And the passing years will show
that you will always grow ever more beautiful in my eyes.
The passing years will show that y
ou will always grow
ever more beautiful in my eyes.
Thursday, July 20, 2006 @12:56 PM
Had a over 3 hour chat with liz last night - or you can say, this morning. Stayed up til 4am talking bout everything and anything. twas fun =)
Many people would ask me about my relationship I'm in at the moment, and sometimes I don't know how to answer them. I wish we could be like every normal couple. Being able to go to each others house, go out and call each other without crazy international rates. They'll ask how did you guys meet? I won't know how to put it because sometimes they'll just laugh at the situation or give sarcastic remarks. It hurts me to hear these things. I know there are people that care about me and worry for me and I'm grateful for them. But others, just don't understand what i'm going through or what the situation is. When i'm alone i always think to myself.. why did i get myself into this. I could go to melbourne, find someone there, or find someone in singapore that i can see often. But when i start talking to him, every part of me seems.. lifted. I can't wait til the day i can see him. I won't know what would happen when i see him or what the future holds, but as Pastor Prince says,
"Many of us have been taught that we cannot trust our hearts. We quote verses like “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked…” (Jeremiah 17:9), not knowing that Jeremiah was referring to the man who had not received Jesus as his Lord and Saviour. But once you are saved, you have a brand new heart (Ezekiel 36:26), and you can trust the promptings of your heart because God dwells in you and He leads you from within. And don’t worry because His promptings will never contradict His Word. It will lead you to good success.
If you enjoy something and desire to do it, then go for it! Go with the flow. God Himself says that He will guide us from within. Let’s not doubt Him. And don’t worry about the outcome. Leave the results to God. Your part is just to follow the flow. God’s part is to work in you both the willingness and the performance of it! (Philippians 2:13)
Jesus said that when you believe in Him, out of your heart will flow rivers of living water. (John 7:38) Follow the flow and you will come alive. You will bring forth fruit, and not wither and die. Whatever you do will prosper!'
I'll trust my heart. I'll go with the flow, and all i know now is that I want to be with him, and I feel this is right.
Hebrews 8:10
"I will put My laws in their mind and write them on their hearts."
Monday, July 03, 2006 @5:42 PM
03.07.06 - 12midnight - happy birthday to my dearie.
Tired as tired can get from doing art all day and night. I was so pissed with art as it didnt allow me to sleep early for my tests the next day. Blurry eyed and massive head spins ; not enough food and rest. I was freaking myself out, wondering why the house was spinning, wondering why my head felt heavy when i bent down to get the soap in the shower at 1.30am, and why things seem to move when they were not. I needed to rest in the warm queen sized cushion of mine during a cold winters morning.
Thinking about the last night, which was the worst thing ever, everything went quite alright for a monday. Body combat was good. A very good way of releasing stress and loosing weight - Thumbs up for body combat. Engish oral went alright, both my test results I got back were suprisingly good although i did'nt study for accounting and considering I hated the balance of payments - econs.
Studying and preparing for discrete and accouting is'nt the most enjoyable thing to do on a rainy and gloomy day like this. But I've got no choice, unless i want to fail them all and just hide myself in a hole.
I'm off now. tata.
@5:35 PM
31.06.05 - havent been to a social for quite some time.. brings back memories from gd o yr 9 and 10. gilly saw her eye candy, vonny talked with her new found crush, jacq spotted someone cute and audrey just dirty danced with everyone.. including me. geez.. we sound like yr9's again.. all the crushy things going on.. Danced to fast songs.. and when the slow songs came.. i just got a drink and sat down as other couples held each other and danced. Sitting..watching.. and hoping for that day to come.. the day where i can be like them.
