Yes, I got drunk last night.. but not to the point where I would gag and get a hang over the next day. (Thank Goodness) It was a good day I suppose.. I had a torrent of emotions last night.. Happy, upset, hurt, blah blah blah. I look back and wonder why I drank.. It was a good and bad thing I suppose. I got to be happy, and I came to a realisation of certain things. I'm at a fork road, and I don't know which path to take. =(

This happened to me twice. 2007 has made the jackpot.

mom was right. One day I'm going to hurt someone or someone's going to hurt me.

nobody's perfect and whatever happens, happens.

I just wish I could rewrite my history.

Dear God,

Can you please explain why I feel so upset? Can you please open up my eyes to the things unseen? Can you show me who is the right one? Can you tell me what I should do..

Much Love,

Cheryl.

hooray I'm back in perth.. I miss mom, dad and my bro so much!! =( feels a tad lonely here.. stuck in a lil room.. theres nothing like home.. sigh. oh well.. at least I get good weather here.. its nice and cold - loveit. Uni has started.. subs seem hard but hopefully I'll pull myself together and do a good job this sem.

me with the scary eyes..

17.07.2007

It was my moms 60th birthday.. We went to Macpherson Rd for chinese food. Ordered huge ass oysters.. like HUGE.. never seen such big ones liddat before.. steamed vongole muscles, suckling pig, braised duck, huge ass cockles, tofu, pepper crab, noodles and steamed yam for dessert.. and I'm so full noww! it was good tho.. Feasting on good food before i head back on sunday! =)

Got my haircut at toni&guy yesterday.. did jack all after.. its quite depressing.. I feel I've been putting on weight.. my arms are getting bigger.. stomachs getting EVEN bigger than it is already, face getting rounder.. ERGH. and all I do is just stare in the mirror with disgust. I don't seem to have the urge to run or exercise.. Great, I'm becoming a slob.

ergh =(

Went to laser quest with the new cre peeps today.. was fun.. esp the crazy time at maccas. =)

wheres the 'togetherness'? *shakeshead*

shes myLove.
JJ boy.
*smooches* nice hair. me likey likey.
the chiccas
crazy shenanigans
u heart me rite guys?
laser quest.

Why the ring on my finger?

"Do not put love in a heart because a heart can be broken, but put it in a circle, because a circle is eternal"

i cant freakin stand it when my parents yell infront of my bro and i. They never seem to understand how their kids feel when they yell and curse at each other. i'm watchin tele with my bro and they start yelling over us. what the fudge are we supposed to do? listen to their shit and feel outa breath.

ERGH.

I don't know what to call it. A relief I guess. I read and deleted the last few messages I kept dearly, on my phone from him. He moved on fast, and I tried to as well. I held on for a few months, but it was stupid of me. I'm giving up, giving all hopes up.

It feels good!

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Yeps, I'm from Jakarta. Reached home at about 1 am today.. Indo was pretty cool, all I did was.. shop, eat sleep. The traffic there is soooo crazy. Its jammed 24/7. JAMMED. The Malls are so freak-ishly big, the cheap places are like super duperly crowded.. and the food, is yum. hehehe. It was a good experience.. shopped as usual, and took a shit load of photos in the booth thingos - which would soon be posted up. On friday we watched fantastic four, and on sunday we watched transformers in La Premiere - nice recliner seats, tasty cocktails, friggen blankets provided, yummeh food served and a FREAKIN AWESOME MOVIE. I want a transformer for christmas :) Thankew mandy and ur mommy for ur awesome hospitality and to warso? if i spelt tt correctly.. ehhe.. hes the driver :) It was a tiring trip and I need some sleep soon..

Mandy's home

rise and shine!
mmm prawn goodness.
sambal kang kong, prawn and some.. achar thing
more food
CRAB :) the egg is awesome.
shitteroos. WE'RE SO FULL.
bleeding nose.
mr driver.
greenery.
being bored in the car.
tts me passport.. haha
padang food. ENAK! My buttons are about to burst, but hey, I'm still going.
and no, we didn't eat all that food up there.
They just serve us all those plates and we pay for what we eat.