i'm seriously starting to hate myself.. theres so much to do to meet the expectations of society.. and ppl.. and relatives.. why not just jump off a building and end the misery and the worry. I thought of doing that.. but also thinking how precious life is.. its just so wrong to do it.. n such a waste. Some people wanna live, but death just comes and absorbs the life outa them.. what am i to do.. to build that self esteem of mine.. technically it has increased since yr9 from a level so low that u cant even see the bottom of it. the level has risen quite a fair bit.. but sometimes.. it goes back down.. way down.. n i start hating myself once again. Nothing can change the level.. its humanly impossible.. only God can make a way for me, when there seems to be no way.

Cheryl
11.12.89
mgs, plc, UWA


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