Thursday, July 20, 2006 @12:56 PM
Had a over 3 hour chat with liz last night - or you can say, this morning. Stayed up til 4am talking bout everything and anything. twas fun =)
Many people would ask me about my relationship I'm in at the moment, and sometimes I don't know how to answer them. I wish we could be like every normal couple. Being able to go to each others house, go out and call each other without crazy international rates. They'll ask how did you guys meet? I won't know how to put it because sometimes they'll just laugh at the situation or give sarcastic remarks. It hurts me to hear these things. I know there are people that care about me and worry for me and I'm grateful for them. But others, just don't understand what i'm going through or what the situation is. When i'm alone i always think to myself.. why did i get myself into this. I could go to melbourne, find someone there, or find someone in singapore that i can see often. But when i start talking to him, every part of me seems.. lifted. I can't wait til the day i can see him. I won't know what would happen when i see him or what the future holds, but as Pastor Prince says,
"Many of us have been taught that we cannot trust our hearts. We quote verses like “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked…” (Jeremiah 17:9), not knowing that Jeremiah was referring to the man who had not received Jesus as his Lord and Saviour. But once you are saved, you have a brand new heart (Ezekiel 36:26), and you can trust the promptings of your heart because God dwells in you and He leads you from within. And don’t worry because His promptings will never contradict His Word. It will lead you to good success.
If you enjoy something and desire to do it, then go for it! Go with the flow. God Himself says that He will guide us from within. Let’s not doubt Him. And don’t worry about the outcome. Leave the results to God. Your part is just to follow the flow. God’s part is to work in you both the willingness and the performance of it! (Philippians 2:13)
Jesus said that when you believe in Him, out of your heart will flow rivers of living water. (John 7:38) Follow the flow and you will come alive. You will bring forth fruit, and not wither and die. Whatever you do will prosper!'
I'll trust my heart. I'll go with the flow, and all i know now is that I want to be with him, and I feel this is right.
Hebrews 8:10
"I will put My laws in their mind and write them on their hearts."
