HELP MEE......................... my life is so fucked up.. its not funny.. FUCKED UP I SAY.. i cry every single night without fail.. i need a therapist... i need a psychologist.. i wanna get out of this.... i want help.. someone plss help me.. my paper is wet with my tears right this minute.. the ink is fading away with my tears. i cry so hard.. so so hard.. i wanna yell.. but i cant.. i dont want mom to see me in this state.

my melbourne shit has got me into a bad enough depression.. and then my TEE and mock exams have made me go nuts.. my stupidness in accounting is pissing me off.. i look at myself in the mirror and see a fat ass fugly girl. i also havta worry about family stuff and falling down on my front has made it clear that my life is F U C K E D. i want to talk to my bf and i cant cuz my fuckin internet wont work. 2 times it just failed on me.. i signed out and couldnt sign back in.. and now i'm back online using some random connection.. hes offline. My phone has no credit and if i use the house phone i'll be yelled at by mom. I cant even see him.. cant even talk to him.. i treasure every second i get to see him or talk to him.. and when i dont talk to him for 2 days or so i feel so empty.. ARGHHHhh. internet is a gay fuck.. FUCKKKkkkkkkk... i swear i've never said so many fucks in my life.. and yes.. i have indeed dropped into a big big hole.

Cheryl
11.12.89
mgs, plc, UWA


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