ok.. i guess i'm not a child to be proud of. I have been an irritating brat who gets mom angry.
what have i done? i go home.. sit down, rest abit and study. I've hardly spoken to her.. and she says i've been irritating? I don't get it. Shes unwell and so i don't say anything bad and i refrain from pissing her off.. but she says.. i have.. so ok.. well, i'm sorry then. i'm not up to her standards. righty then. its ok. i really wonder which mom says that to her child. I'm not angry, i'm upset. I don't know what i've done wrong. She doesnt know how i really feel..so heck it. Next year, i'll lead my own life and you can enjoy your time in singapore. I really can't be bothered anymore. I've never been encouraged, hugged.. and shes never said i love you. So whenever a family friend or an aunt.. says something like that to me.. i feel weird. i think. wow.. this is what its like to be hugged by a mother.. I just want you to say well done when i get good results and i love you when i go to bed. Thats all i want. you can yell at me.. nag at me.. it doesnt matter. I just want you to do the simple things that make me feel like a daughter.

Cheryl
11.12.89
mgs, plc, UWA


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