Thursday, December 28, 2006 @1:40 AM
This December has been an eventful one. Laughs, suprises, fun, love and memories. It started off in perth, when TEE was over.that was probably the first time we felt so relieved after a year of crazy note taking and highlighting of our textbooks. Japan and Hongkong was a blast, as it has been said on the previous blog entry. Thailand was a pleasant surprise. The weather was not hot at all, shopping was soo cheap, and i never thought that bangkok ever looked like it did. I would love to go back there again. We came back on the 24th, and Jon made it to singapore then. I've been looking forward to that day since may. Its been 8 months, and I'm so glad we made it this far and finally got to meet. We went to the countdown in orchard and I think it was the best christmas I've had. Having Jon with me when the clocked striked 12 was amazing, and having dinner at indochine, and drinks at the fashion bar with the everyone made it tops. I spent the next few days and nights with Jon and Brian. That was good fun. I'm happy that I was able to spend these few days with him, although I wished we had more time together. Brian and Jon left last night at 10ish. I can't sleep. The thought of not being able to see him for quite some time is scaring me. I don't know how long I can continue doing this. I followed them to the train station to send them off. My mind was preoccupied by the fact that they were going to miss the train. It was a total rush, and I wished I was able to hold his hand and tell him I had the best time with him, and I'll miss him alot. I held all my emotions back and just watched them run for the train. I stood in the rain, waiting for a cab, tearing. What ran through my mind was those few days we had together passed so quickly, and now, its back to msn and phone calls. I cannot believe this whole thing has passed. Everything I was looking foward to is history now. Not only meeting Jon, but the trips I've been on. Now I can finally lie back and relax, and just dream about the the good times I've had, and the experiences we shared together.
Jon, I miss you and I'm so happy I can confidently say, I love you.
